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Protected: This Place Sure Does Know How To Wear Someone Down
There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.
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Doing Something for the First-Time
I started creating something a while back. Now, I’m almost finished with it, Something I hardly say about stuff like this. I’m only sharing this development here, Since this is my only safe space on the internet. No one knows I’m doing this. I’m happy with the direction. It’s my first-time doing something like this.…
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I’m An Artist, Aren’t I?
This isn’t a creative piece. Just a valid question that always seems to reappear, despite the years of going back and forth and denying this label. Don’t mind me, I’m just trying to cope.
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Have You Ever Seen Venus Twinkle During Dawn?
Someone asked me: “What is one thing that made you happy recently?” Have you ever seen Venus twinkle during dawn? A lightning storm hovering in the distance. Plane silence triggering a unique ambience. Slight turbulence resetting the moment. Again and again. I wasn’t expecting that. It didn’t last. It never does when the sun is…
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I thought I was doing a better job at flying under the radar
I guess it’s something that’s outside of my control. Someone has always noticed. Now, my influence is all over the place. It’s hardly immediate. Things resurface from long ago, So long that I forgot about many of the things that I’ve done. Who I’ve touched, What I’ve said, How I appeared, It’s a mystery to…
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It’s a New Year, and I Don’t Play.
I used to play. For fun. To indulge the other person. To make light of the situation. To feel good. To feel better. But the surface is hardly ever fun long-term, I wanted something real. And playing leads to uncertainty, To mixed feelings, To boredom, And longing for more. So I stopped, Abruptly. It was…
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“Currently” Making Progress: Mid-April 2025 Check-In?
Currently Maintaining An Exercise Routine I’m still exercising, mostly every other day. I may have missed a few days over the past two weeks. It hasn’t been easy, but I’m still making progress and showing up. Since I last wrote here, I’ve increased the ski machine distance to 2200m (still level 10). My goal was…
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“Currently” Making Progress: An Update On My Projects and Activities This Quarter
Currently Reading The Artist’s Way I’m currently reading The Artist’s Way. I know, I know. A lot of people are reading that book right now or have read it. I’ve had it since 2021, but once I got to Week 2, I stopped reading and haven’t picked it up again. I guess I wasn’t ready…
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On The Fire: How Could An Angel Create So Much Hell?
Fire has been confusing for me. For an embarrassing amount of time, Fire confused me. Because of this, Fire is something that I think about a lot. I know how I feel about it now. I’ve taken quizzes. Read books. Researched. Inquired. Meditated. The works on Fire. To determine what it means for me. How…
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For The Rage: Where Do You Go?
Some may never understand my rage. When you want to scream, but everyone is listening. They don’t hear you any other time. They don’t help but are always ready to judge your mistakes, your failures, and your shortcomings. You want to break things, but things cost too much to replace. You’ll be fine living…
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